5. books
oh where do i start. they're like a movie for the brain. only better, cause you don't have to share or listen to someones lame commentary. they take you away to someplace better. give you something to think about other then the crap that is currently consuming your life.
4. music.
omg music. what would i do without it. it's probably the second most important thing in my life (so why is it number 4? cause just because it's number 2 most important doesn't mean it's number 2 most thought intensely about) the way notes fit together and flow and come together so beautifully it just blows me away and then add lyrics (ones that really mean something) and it's just like. OMGWOW *has nerdgasm* yeah, that's right, nerdgasm, i went there.
3. Fall Out Boy.
my saviors. i love each and every one of them and all of their faults and perfections. they're all beautiful people, inside and out. and they make the most amazing music. Patrick has an orgasmic voice of gold, Pete has beautiful, meaningful lyrics, Joe is a guitar god (and has amazing hair), and Andy is an amazing drummer and has the most beautiful hair i've ever seen, seriously. oh and he's a vegan. can we say perfect? not to mention their music saved my life. i wouldn't be the same without them. never change guys, just be you, all the diehards love you no matter what.
2. Peter Wentz.
oh he's amazing. and not just cause he's hot (and oh is he hot *fans self*) but cause he's real. he hasn't let fame turn him into some clone. he's true to his music and his friends and his fans. and those that know that really appreciate it. and he makes beautiful music with his wonderful friends. (music is number 4 on this list, the fact that me makes music is very important) the only thing he's lacking? Patrick Stump - boyfriend. only gay above the waist eh? i'm doubting. but if he's happy with Ashlee so be it. i'm not one to judge. (but seriously, if you ever read this Pete, and if you are gay, and if you're bright enough to realise how in love you and Patrick could be, just go with it, the only thing you'll lose is the haters and who needs them anyway) and the tattoos!! gah! i don't know how else to say it, he's just, amazing.
5. Stefani.
without her i'd be nothing. just a pathetic emo loner. and probably dead. cause i have no social skills and no desire to live without her. sure Fall Out Boy would probably keep me alive for a little while but how much can people you've never met and never talked to (except that one time when i got Patricks autograph, i could have died happy at least) save you? it only lasts for so long. stefani is my star. if only she knew how important she truely is. maybe she'd stop putting her self down all the time. maybe she'd stop getting herself into all these weird relationships. maybe she'd stop cutting. maybe i'd stop cutting. maybe we'd run away together to escape the wicked witches that run our lives. but life isn't made of maybe's. cause maybe's are only temporary, pain is forever. and god knows we have enough of that.
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