and Peter learned to love...

and Peter learned to love...

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

*hack* *hack*

i have the cough from hell.
and Stefani cares more about Calista then me.

Stefani: i miss calista

Me: It's been two days!

Stef: i know.

Stef: after spending all day every day for a couple years its just weird without her.

isn't that how she's supposed to feel about me? that's how i feel about her. Sometimes i feel that way when she's been gone for a few hours. why can't she feel that way about me. why can't someone need me the way i need them. i need to be needed and i just wish that stefani needed me. the burning pain is back.

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