i think i'll always associate them with a certain time in my life where i think i can honestly say i was happy.
sophmore year i think.
i miss it.
the happiness.
it was genuine. it lasted. it wasn't momentary.
You don't have to move, you don't have to speak
lips for biting.
You're staring me down, a glance makes me weak
eyes for striking
Now I'm twisting up when I'm twisted with you
brush so lightly
and time trickles down, and I'm breathing for two
squeeze so tightly.
I'll be fine, you'll be fine.
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song
[Chorus]
What makes the one to shake you down?
Each touch belongs to each new sound
Say now you want to shake me too
Move down to me, slip into you
She sinks in my mind as she sheds through her skin
touch sight tastes like fire
hands do now what eyes no longer defend
hands to fuel desire
I'll be fine, you'll be fine
this moment seems so long
Don't waste now, precious time
we'll dance inside the song
[Chorus]
Ooo, ah [x8]
And I'll be fine, you'll be fine
Is this fine? I'm not fine
Give me pieces, give me things to stay awake (stay awake)
[Chorus x2]
Move down to me, slip into you
this song makes me thing of Stefani.
the conflicting emotions make my stomach swirl and my head ache but it doesn't matter. because it makes me think of Stefani. she could do her worst, and i'd still love her. i've never really understood why people put up with the shit that their bf or gf gives them but i think i do now. because if you truly love them, you don't care. because you've seen part of them that you just can't live without and no matter what they do you can't help but keep loving them. so even though sometimes i feel like Stefani just puts up with me, like she doesn't really want me around, like she'd rather be alone, i'll still always love her. i'll always be there for her. it's unconditional. it doesn't matter. if she told me she hated me and then picked up and left i'd still love her. if she called a few years later and needed me i'd be there. if she treated me like shit once i got there, i'd stick around. not that she would do that, cause i don't think she would, but if she did. I'm not sure if it's that she doesn't understand or if she doesn't think she deserves it or what. the whole point of unconditional is that it doesn't matter whether she deserves it or not. i'm going to love her anyway. maybe someday i'll love her differantly. maybe the love will change, but it will always be there. she will always be the most important thing in my life. i can't imagine life without her.
i hate the way your nose burns when you're trying not to cry.
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