why

i can't help but feel sick inside/every time i look at you/i love you, i love you, i do/it's a battle i cannot win/you're a part of me that i can't loose/not sure if i'd want to, givin the chance/if you love me at all/you'll set me free from your grasp/keep quiet now it'll be over soon/just one more push and i'll be over the edge/give me one more reason to take a leap/i'll thank you later, after you've gone/you never hear me anyway//i'm sorry i'm not the one you want/it's your fault but i'll always be the one/to apologise for the mistakes you've made/do you love me even a little bit/i've never asked for much i thought/just a smile when i'm feeling down/a hug when i can only seem to frown/that's too much and i'm sorry i asked//i just wanna sleep for days and days/get over you and on with me/can't have you for what it's worth/they keep looking at me like they know/someone shield me from their stares/it's burning holes through my shallow skin/wish i could die and not come back again/but i'm not strong enough to take my life/hiding behind these false expressions/i'll wait for someone to see through the crowd/wish it was you once in a while