hit the snooze and come back to me

i can't explain the feeling that i'm feeling
it's deep inside and crawling outwards
gnawing on my heartstrings and tugging on my insides
you're giving her that look and i just wish you'd look at me like that
i'd give anything yeah anything at all if you would just
hold me close and whisper in my ear,
run your fingers through my hair and kiss the scars on both my wrists
but you'd never see me that way, the way you see her
the way she doesn't deserve to be loved
even though she's just too perfect,
pretty eyes and smiling lips with silky hair and snow white skin
she's storybook perfect on the outside
and reality fucked on the inside
she's everything you want and i am not
cause i'm not so pretty on the outside
and i'm just a little to fucked on the inside
is there anyone out there who'll take me as i am